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I Am Just... I thought I was a grown up Erring more than I could own up Then thought I might be a kid Who, inside an adult, hid Then I thought I was a kid Older, but less candid Conditioned just to be nice To both humans and mice Then I thought I was my choices Because conditioned is everyone But in my head were voices Against the mistakes I had done These voices were beliefs and thoughts But they were not in unison And which one called the shots Could be figured out by no-one So I thought I was my feelings That masqueraded as thoughts But the feelings had no ceilings And worked like evil bots Bots not under control Of mine or anyone else’s And whatever was their role They played it out in excess Then I thought I was a brain That created this thought train Through the mechanism of feelings Which were mad bots sans meanings But these bots, I didn’t want them! And these thoughts, I couldn’t sort them! In fact, I always fought them To make my mind less haunted! In that case, am I my mind